Day 4

I'm either too fat, or this house is smaller than normal.  Personally, I'm going with the "house" option.  I've treated my body like a nuclear waste dump in New Jersey for so long now that it's going to take some serious changes in my diet and excersise to find some much needed relief.  Can anyone tell me if Wii Bowling counts for excercise?  I think so....  My body hasn't really hurt like this in a long time and I'm still not sleeping, I got 2 hours the night before and zero last night.  I know the physical stuff will get better, but no matter what; I'm alive today.  I miss my wife and kids and I wish they were with me right now.  Apparently my plans have never been in motion as I once thought, and another one's been in play for a long long time.