Day 2

Well... I'm fixing to walk into my second meeting and I already feel the lying manipulator wanting to show his head. I'm actually shaking I'm so scared to face more people and open myself to anyone. Don't know what facility I'm going to be going to yet and it's worrying me. 20 years of hiding and destroying and right now that would seem more comforting at the moment. Just 1 day at a time right? I miss my family and I think I've lost my wife. Help... I'll post later tonight.