Well... WOO HOO!!

60 days today!!! It's bitter sweet I guess.. I'm sober, alive, and moving forward; yet empty, alone, and beat all at the same time. I don't think I've ever fully acknowledged / accepted how much of a problem I have with faith and trust. And I wonder why no one has had any in me, haha? If anyone reads this, please pray for my wife and kids as they're putting their lives back together as well. What comes out of an orange if squeezed?? Most people think it's orange juice, but that's the wrong answer. You won't ever know until you squeeze it. I think that's why purging is so painful, you really get to see what's inside...