Another Day

21 days today and I feel about as empty and alone, if not more so, as I was feeling 6 months ago. Where do I go from here? What do I do from here? My desire to return back to what I was doing has been minimal at best, and that scares me a little. This isn't easy, but me and complacency don't work so well together. I'm ready for some sort of chaos, or I'm going to go stir crazy.